you know its cool sometimes how people love to hold your past above your head.
yeah because everyone knows im still drinking and stuff right? expecially since yall guys go to the parties and would know if I was there. real cool. I love how people that are supposedly my "good friends" like to assume the worst from me. sorry if I don't want YOUR church to be MY church and if I miss a few times that defiently means my spiritual life is at an all time low. yeah definetly. God did say if you don't go to church than your not a christian. dont get me wrong I know you need church. but not CHURCH as we think of it. its fellowship that we need.
hyprocrites...dang. dont you just love them? people who judge every little thing YOU do but the minute there with someone who doesnt know there immediate group of friends or anyone real close to them then they turn aorund and do whatever it takes to fit in. people that you have the upmost respect for. or I did anyways. but not anymore its one thing for someone to do bad things and admit it, but when you put up a so called "christian front" and then turn around and tell people you'll jeeze IDK ... SMOKE POT? or you do all the time evern though you dont.
I mean. IDK. I guess thats cool.
how can I respect and trust someone who lies to me about there past and present. if your going to turn around and do the things you tell people not to. Just because you act like a person with high morals doesnt mean you are. just because you go to church doesnt mean your a christian.
get it? I hope so.
believe what you want to believe about me. it makes no difference. its hard for me trust peoples opinions that are hyprocrites and my life doesnt revolve around what they think. I need friends that are interested and care about me as a person not soley as a christian.
don't get me wrong. take what I said how you want to see it. I believe in God and i'm not partying, but if that makes you sleep better at night than go for it. | 